Day 2 - Feb 10

(Morning Thoughts) I was in such a funk for an hour or so right after I went that first morning and I was headed into work, that today when I drove past the Middle River Dock and there were lotsa dog walkers, I decided that my thinking it was a better idea to go after work was right. That I may progress to mornings, but that this is more of a sunset event for now, closing the book. That I want to get to peace with this chapter of my life. That I want the sun to set. And then as I get closer maybe be there for the sun to rise. For a new day to start. A new Chapter on my life. And rise again. Just like the sunsets, it also rises, over and over, again and again.

(Evening) the accident happened at night, this is a peaceful clear night, not a cloud or a ripple in the river, just like the peaceful night I destroyed those ten years ago

Annotation - I was so overthinking this whole thing